a friend

have you ever done or said something so stupid that it was as if it wasn't even you ?its called a mistake ,and we all make them ,just some are way more stupid than others , some you can just laugh off about yourself ,and others hurt people and when that happends its regretful ,we all say things we dont mean at times ,but the worst thing ever is if it hurts someone that you like ! A friend ! especially if its someone that you have had a few laughs with and share with, or have similar interest ,things about the two of you that brought you to being friends in the first place ,losing a friend sucks ! if you break the trust or put it in a bind ,how do you go back to being the same? is it possible.do they really forgive you? or are you doomed with the stupid words that should have never been said,the worst part is you no longer have that warm feeling of someone like you out there ,someone that will help ya ,and get your back so to speak.i am broken and lost and by myself 
